Anne messaged me again this morning, it was a sexy message, telling me how much she misses me inside of her. She hoping we can meet some morning soon, we’ll play it by ear. I’m definitely in need of some release, and it would be nice to share it with her. It is sad to me, I’m sitting here moping about not being anything special to Sierra, but yet the shoe is on the other foot so to speak with Anne. I value her and the experiences we’ve shared, but to me, they were nothing like what I’d had with Sierra. It is an unintended hypocrisy. That sickens me in a way, but what can I do about it? I can’t make any sense of it all.